Well was in such a rut of my life that my friends decided to kidnap me or that kitty needs to find herself again

... soooo in these adventures of going here & here, meeting famous people or the almost famous or the ones i know, & getting wasted, walking the streets dressed in crazy costumes, meeting fans, going to bars or just being myself & doing whatever crazy ideas we pop out with, i realize how epic parts of my life has been & can be. so I think "SCREW IT I shall not let anything/anyone bring me down things that happen are for a reason for me to move in another direction in my life." & yes I am back to the epicness of my life ... & you can see the difference in my newest photos that shadow took of me

... on my journey I'm at a goth club & see someone in the pool room standing alone. as I was talking to my friend just being myself I bust out with the "peanut-butter jelly time" then he gives a bashful smile. then I became struck & determined to meet him. long story short.. we are in luv.

in conclusion I am not a nude still life actress anymore & I see something more in waiting in this life, & my dreams are coming true.

my friends, I'm greatful for them in my life & didn't ever think I could have people like them in my life. I wouldn't trade them for anything.

on this whole journey in my life I feel love/luv in all of the aspects of life & realize even if there are setbacks they're only a stand still & not a step back because it can only get better from here ... Thank You!♥